Jessica lit a candle on 24th November, 2008:

Mom I really need your guidance right now. Swan and I are going through a very rough patch with him being laid off from work and our stress is so high. You were such a smart business woman and I try my hardest to be like you but I just don't think I can. I want my sisters to be taken care of I want the business to be successful and I want to be a good wife and mother like you always were. Some days like today I just feel like giving up and that is so not like me because I always thought of myself as your little apprentice but it's so hard. You were the rock that held me down when I felt like I was drifting away and I don't feel that anymore. Swan is so tired all the time and he holds it all inside. He is working so hard at the club and really wishes he had more help from the family but he doesn't want to put any pressure on the girls. I really have so much to talk to you about BUT I CAN"T!!! I hate that! Please LORD let my mother guide me in silence, through whispers in my ear, through my dreams and thoughts. I need your wisdom mom and I beg you LORD to allow my to have it. Today is 5 months since you left this earth and it still seems like yesterday. I haven't packed up a thing in your room. I even have your bottles of water, make up, perfume (except the one Carissa took - our little bratty girl). Everything is as you left it and I don't know how to move it - I know it's crazy but some days (most days) I think you are just going to come home. The light is always on for you. Just the other night as I came home from the club, your car was parked in the driveway cause Cheryl was watching the kids for me and I just got this small glimmer of wishful thinking that you were going to be in the house and of course I went to your room and you weren't there. I know that crazy of me but it's so hard.

I love you with all my heart and soul and hope to wake up one morning and have all the answers of how to make your business a success without working my husband to the bone. I really need your guidance on a lot of things going on within the family. This will be the first Thanksgiving that your Charmed girls are not together and you are not here. Swan and I have to stay in Texas to take care of the bar and Carissa and Cheryl will be in Arizona. It's going to be so hard without all 3 of you but I have Swan holding me together right now. I thank you so much for knocking sense into my brain about him mommy. I have a genuine hard working, devoted man and I owe it to you. He misses you so much and is working so hard just for you and he doesn't mind but he wishes he had more help. We all love you - you are our inspiration and now our Angel. Goodnight mom, until next time. your ekat........

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 29th September, 2008:

Mommy... the family is falling apart without you. I now know that it was only because of you that we were all as close as we were. You were the glue of this family. No one can hold this family together, no one, no matter whomever thinks they can no one can. We are all grown and have our own lives to live but things are just not the same without you Mom. I am scared and really starting to believe that this family is going to fall apart if some things do not change or we do not stop being angry with whomever we decide to be angry with that day. My husband has become the outside of this family Mom and it hurts me deeply but as I have always done I have kept my mouth shut. I know in the bible it says that your husband 1st, children 2nd and family 3rd.. But there are only us girls left in this family and I love them dearly I just hate that they hate Scott who yes may drink more than their liking but has always had a good heart and treated everyone so good. I do not know what to do anymore but I know that I am going to stand by Scott until we can beat his alcoholism, I believe he is worth fighting for. There are so many things I wish for right now Mom but right now I need your strength because with the 2 people I care about more than anything hating the man I love the most makes it even harder for me to deal with the loss of you. I feel so alone in this family right now. Scott is the only one I can turn to. Mommy please somehow guide me and please make things better. I miss and love you so much.

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 4th September, 2008:

Hi Mommy... I do not think this is going to get easier and I have come to accept that now. I am going crazy Mommy without you here, I have lost my grip on life and on reality. Me and my Sisters are falling apart day by day but try not to show it too much to one another I have noticed that. Me, Jess and Cariray took a trip to Houston for Labor Day wknd and stayed with Auntie Maribel, Mom when we 3 are together we are better and I know that you would be so proud of how much closer we have gotten and how much we support one another. You know we were already close but our bond is unbreakable now! Oh and Mommy we spent a little time with Carissa's grandma and her Aunt Narci. Mom I could see in her grandmothers eyes the pain she is feeling also with the loss of you and how much she wishes she could tell you how sorry she is for all the awful things she said about you years ago. But Mom I know that you have forgiven her because that is the type of woman you are very forgiving and have a great heart and Mommy I have forgiven her too. She crys for you and prays for you everynight Mom. See Mom this is what your passing brought peace to everyones hearts and forgiveness. You brought people that were once friends but became enemies back together as friends. Mom you are a woman of so much strength and a woman with your wisdom and love now in heaven you will help bring change to the world. I am so proud everyday of my life to be your daughter!! I love and miss you so much Mommy and I will everyday of my LIFE.. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

Cheryl Lisa "Cheeryl" lit a candle on 20th August, 2008:

Hi Mom.. in 3 more days it will be 2 months since you have been gone but it still seems like yesterday. I am still waiting for you to come and visit me Mom, I still have not seen you in my dreams and that worries me. Mom, I am taking care of your car, making the pymts on time and yes Mom I do have full coverage insurance (that is somethig you would always ask me, Cheryl are you sure you have insurance?) Then, Scott and I have moved most everything into the PackSaddle house and yes I am taking care of the pymts there too Mom, I made the 1st pymt on time and I will continue to make the rest on time too. So please do not worry up there. Jess and I have been painting the rooms upstairs, Jess got her old room in the front back and is going to fix it up very nice so that when Lola is here she can stay there too. I went there Monday and the house was empty except for all the mirrors, wall decor and the wine glasses that you put up years ago (Mom I will never move any of that stuff)it was very hard at first to be there in the house because everywhere room I walked into I could see you there. But Mommy I am so glad that I will be living in that house becaue there are so many wonderful memories of you, me, jessica and carissa there. Mommy I love and miss you so much, it actually has been getting harder everyday that passes. Mom, I know I should not have given up on trying to have a baby because I know how much you wanted that for me but when you went away my dreams of being a Mom went with you. I need you here with me to show me how to be a good mother as you were to us 3. But Mom I will start trying again because I want to try to be a great Mom like you. I love you so much Mommy.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 16th August, 2008:

I am so sorry for the loss of your dear mother..I know your pain all too well,I lost my father age 41 to cancer in 1981,my sister age 23 to cancer in 1982 and most recently my mom age 69 last October of Heart & Kidney failure..It will almost be 1 yr since I lost my mom,I really don't know where the time has gone,I miss her more and more each passing day.
May the memories of you Dear mother keep you strong.
I will keep you all in my thoughts and Prayers.
God Bless You All !!
with Love:Dina Castillo

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 14th August, 2008:

Mommy...It is now 52 days that you have been gone but it still feels like yesterday Mommy. Yesterday me, Jessica and Carissa had a pretty good day. We went to watch a movie together, then went to Wal-Mart and we all got matching pajamas went back to my house talked a bit, watched another movie and all stayed the night together. Mom.. you know that we have all always been very close but you would be so happy to see that we have gotten even closer than before you went to heaven.. I did not think it was possible for sisters to have a closer bond than what we already had Mommy. Though our lives are not the same without you and will never be atleast we can look to one another for comfort at look at each other and see you in all of our faces, actions, laughter and tears.. Mom there is never a day that goes by that I do not miss or think about you. There are days when I can go without crying but not many. There are days when I cry all day and my heart aches and there are those days where I am so angry because I still cannot understand why you were taken from all of us. You have and always will be The Queen of My Heart~ one day Mommy I will be there beside you in Heaven.. I love you and miss you sooooooo very much Mommy.

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 11th August, 2008:

Mommy~ this wknd has been so hard... Jess and Carissa both happened to go out of town for the wknd...and I miss them so much.. There is not a day that I do not think about you.. Sometimes I have thoughts of memories and I smile but most of the time I cry because I miss you so very very much Mom.. My heart aches everyday for you.. What I would give to see you one more time... to smell you, touch you or just hear your voice again. Mom I know that you are in a better place but my selfishness as a daughter in need of her Mommy wants you here by my side. 31 years is just not enough time. Mommy there are so many things that I am confused about and you know what those things are because I know you hear me when I speak to you. Mommy I need some answers, I need to find peace of mind Mom.. Also Mom I know it is my own fault because I cannot fully accept that you are gone but I have yet to see you in my dreams.. Jessica and Carissa have both seen you ( you visited them) but it is my own stubborness that is keeping me from seeing you Mom.. Mommy I will always carry you in my heart and soul. Until we see each other again Mom in heaven.. Maybe you will come to me tonight Mommy.. I love you forever and ever and ever. Your Cheryl Lisa

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

Mommy ~ this past week and weekend were the hardest for me yet. I cannot seem to bring myself to completely accept the fact that you are really really gone. I keep telling myself that you are just wroking all the time or on vacation in the Phillipines. Then it hits me that I will never see you, talk to you, hug you, kiss you or hear you tell me that you love me until I am there with you in heaven hopefully sooner than later.. My heart aches everyday Mom. We celebrated Jasmines 4th b-day this wknd and it did not feel the same because you were not there to sing happy b-day with all of us, to wipe cake on her face and were in none of the pics with us. Mommy I cannot even imagine how my b-day will be since you and I always celebrated together (since our b-days were only 2 days apart).. I miss you so much Mom, I am now the only one that has not seen you in my dreams and I am sure it is because I have not been able to accept that you are gone and my sisters both have.. Mommy ~ I just want to see your beautiful face and need you to tell me that everythign will be ok. Jasmine told me the last time she saw you was when her and I were watching a movie in my room and that you were just looking at me and told me, "that you love me"... I know you always loved me soooo much and Mom I love you more than life itself, I miss you Mommy!!!! Forever and ever....

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 29th July, 2008:

Mommy I am missing you so much today... There is a knot in the pit of my stomach and I am sitting here trying to work but my eyes keep tearing up because I want to talk to you so bad. Mom.. you know I realized something today, you taught me, Jess and Carissa everything about life and how to be good wives, girlfriends and just good people.. But there is one thing that you did not teach me, How I am supposed to live without you?"... I do not know how to go everyday for the rest of my life without you Mom.. I miss and still need you so much. Please find a way to help me understand all of this because none it makes sense Mommy.. I love you soooooo much Mom..

Cheryl lit a candle on 23rd July, 2008:

Mommy ~ Today is one month that you have been gone... Mom it still feels like yesterday. I miss you more and more everyday and I just cannot seem to let you go. You are such a huge part of my life. The day that you were taken was like someone just ripped out my heart and soul... I know I am being selfish by holding on Mom but I just love you so much. Please guide me through this Mommy. I love you and miss you forever... God please help me through this.

Roselyn Hegakit lit a candle on 23rd July, 2008:

Hi Jean. I miss you so much that it hurts everytime I think of you. I'm still having a hard time accepting that you are not with us anymore physically. I miss your calls the "yakyak" the laughters, and conversations about everything. I feel alone now because I lost a partner that I can talk to about everything. Sometimes we have disagreement but we resolve the issue right away and not hold any bad feelings about each other and that's what I call "Love". I love You With All My Heart. When I'm alone at home or at work I think of you. Jean you are the best Sister and My best Friend because we can talk for hours day, night or dawn there's no time limit. Your Loving Sister Lynn

Kelly Garrett lit a candle on 22nd July, 2008:

Mrs. Jeanette, although I didn't get a chance to know you very well, knowing your daughters I can tell you were a great mother. Their full of life, love and are very strong. I know they were given/taught all these and more qualities by you. Mrs. Jeanette I thank you for these 3 precious daughters you had and that because of you I have met a family that I will never forget. You will live forever in the hearts of all of those you have touched. Until we see you again......Kelly

Cheryl lit a candle on 21st July, 2008:

Mom in just 2 days it will be a month since we lost you. It still seems like yesterday that this nightmare began. Mom I miss you soooooo much it hurts to breath sometimes. This pain will never go away. Everytime I go to sleep I pray that this is all one bad dream and that when I wake up you will be there. I cannot come to terms that you are gone Mommy. I want you to be at peace and I know that I cannot keep holding onto you because then you cannot rest but Mom how do I let the most important person in my life go Mom? I have so many un answered questions. Hopefully one day I will have the answer to why you and Daddy were taken from us. I love you Mommy...and miss you soooo much. Watch over all my babies up there. I know you are probably wondering which one is the Okinawan, Filipino and the Mexican... :) I love you Mom and I know that would have made you laugh.

Christina Louise lit a candle on 19th July, 2008:

To my dear auntie jeanette, my flame will burn eternally for you. You may not be here on earth, but you are here in spirit. I love you and miss you dearly. Christina

Sandra Huett lit a candle on 18th July, 2008:

Hi Auntie. It is still so hard to believe you are gone. Sometime when I think of you, I try to imagine its just another day. That you are still there in Texas. But in reality, I know you are not. You were always one of my #1 aunties. I will never forget you. You are so wonderful and so very missed. Thank you for always keeping my sisters and I close to our cousins, Cheryl, Jessica and Carissa. Throughtout our years of growing up, no matter how far apart we were, you brought us back together. You are a strong root of this family that kept us all growing together. I am so sad that you are not here anymore. Texas will not be the same without you. I have so many memories of you, your voice when you were mad, happy, laughing, being serious. But like all of u s, I will never forget how you would listen to me. When I came there with my kids you stayed up late with me eating and talking. You never judged me. You always had the best advice.

You is what makes me want to be strong today.

I love and miss you so much Auntie Jeanette.

Michael Mobley lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

From what I remember, there was never a dull moment when I was around you. You were always so alive and full of energy. Whether you were working or just chillin at the house, you were so joyful, and very funny. You left behind 3 beautiful children that are truly grateful of what you've done for them as a mother, and a best friend. Your family, your friends and people you don't really know, all love and miss you like crazy, but we also know that your in a real special place, and are looking over all of us, just as you were doing when you were here. Just keep doing a good job, as I know you will. I love you, and wish I could of developed more memories with you. Be safe up there :) and Tell my Dad (James mobley) I said HI.. -Michael Dion.

Rafael Pena lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Hi (mom)..i miss you you were a wonderful lady and i always love to be around you, you loved us and all our friends like we were your children. i will never forget all the memories that we had with you, you always had a glow that would light up the room. i know that you are watching over carissa cheryl and jess and all the family and i will help you in a way and always be there for your baby girl carissa i love her with all my heart and will be there whenever she needs me .. i love you and you will always be missed:)

Gil lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

You were more than a friend to many of us. You always showed great strength to all. Loved your ways of trying to confuse all of us, like when you would reorganize your store and move items around, or when you would move tables around Flipside especially mine, but most of all you gave love to all and impressed on all of us to just have the most fun in life and all that we did. I see a lot of you in all the beautiful daughters. I will miss you and I know that you are now one of the angels watching over all of us.

Emily Hays lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

'Lola'i miss you soooo much you were so much like a Lola to me i Love you sooo much you deserved the life you had everyone who met you loved you soooo much thank you for all the stuff you helped me with i love you sooo much one thing i will always remember about you is EVERYTHING!!you always had a smile on your face it lit me soooooooooooooooooo much and everybody else!!! i love you soooooooooooo much!!!Love Emilyy i love you Lola!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chuck riffe lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

you are truly missed and your presence is still felt with us today threw your family ,the club, and your daughters rest in peace till we meet again -chuck riffe

Jennifer lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Tita,
I will cherish the times we had together. You were my idol and a mother to me. Your advice and examples you set leave me in a loss for words. The first word that comes to mind is "Greatness." God definitely broke the mold after he made such a wonderful mother. I love you and miss you deeply. Save me a place next to you in heaven and take care of our family upstairs. Until we meet again Tita~ I love you forever! Your niece, Jennifer

Jackie Hays lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Jeanette,
I will miss you and all of the fun we had. You were always happy anytime I saw you. You told me a few things would happen, I just needed to be let things happen as they would. They did! You will be missed.

Cheryl Honeycutt lit a candle on 14th July, 2008:

Mom, I miss you deeply and I am so thankful that I had 31 wonderful years with you. Me, Jess and Carissa are so lucky to have had you as our Mommy. I have never met another Mom like you, you are truely one of a kind. I know you are resting with God now Mom and you are in a much better place. I will always love and miss you. My Mother and My Bestfriend!!!! Your Eldest Daughter Cheryl Lisa

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 5th November, 2008:

Mommy I just wanted to tell you that I think of you always and miss you everyday.. My heart never stops hurting now that you are not in it. I love you always and hope to be together with you again soon. I love you Mommy!

Your Eldest Daughter.

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 17th September, 2008:

Mommy I miss you so much. Monday night we sat there at the club and watched the Cowboys play and all I kept thinking about is how you would have been jumping up and down and screaming because the Cowboys were doing such a good job.. and Romo Mom your favorite.. I wore my Romo Jersey in honor of you Mommy and Scottie also got Home Depot to put a Tony Romo pic on the house key that was once yours. Mommy I remember the last game we watched together, you came over to me and Scotts house on Little Fox, Scott made his famous fish that you taught him to make and you, me and Scott watched the game together... You said that you could not watch it at Jess house because Swan is a 49ers fan.. Boo Bro... I enjoyed watching the football games with you Mom, that is something me and you and Scott shared together. Actually that day, you, me, Carissa and Jasmine had all gone to church and when we got home Scott had food ready and it was game time. This past Monday night the Cowboys WON Mom and I know you were happy but when Scott and I got home I just sat on the stairs of your (our home) and staired at a pic I have of you so everyone can see your beautiful face as they walk up the stairs. I lost it Mommy, I could no longer hold my anger and pain in. I screamed louder than I have ever screamed before angry with the world and angry with God for taking you from me and my sisters.. Mommy I miss you so much, talking to you, hugging you, smelling you, just seeing you and enjoying our times together like watching football games. Mommy I just miss you sooo much and love you. Mom I hope and pray I will be seeing you very soon.

Cheryl Lisa lit a candle on 25th August, 2008:

Hi Mommy.. I miss you so much Mom, for the past few days I have been feeling really really down and I am scared of myself Mommy. I am slowly letting myself accept you being gone and I cannot handle the pain of this realization. Mommy, I feel so alone right now for so many reasons but things have changed so much here and you were the only one that never judged or made me feel like the life that I live or decisions I make were not good enough. I need your support so much right now Mom because I have no one else to turn to so in this world right now I feel it is just me and me alone. I promise I will try to keep my head up! I know you taught me how to be strong Mom but I do not always find that strength in myself and right now it is even harder. I love you soooo much Mommy and miss you with all my heart. Please Mom help guide me in this journey I now feel I am all alone taking. Hopefully I will see you in my dreams Mom.. I love you Cheryl Lisa

Carissa lit a candle on 20th August, 2008:

Hi mommy! I miss you sooooo much! I went to the Pack Saddle house the other day, and I haven't been there in about 2 yrs or so! Do you remember that stool that was in the kitchen? I sat down on the stool...and I swear...it seemed like yesterday that I was sitting there talking to you while you stood there cooking. Then me and you would sit at the counter on the stools and eat and talk. I miss talking to you mom. You were always so understanding and funny about everything...sometimes you would be funny and make me mad because I would be trying to talk about something serious! You joked no matter the situation! But I still loved you for it! I know you're with me everyday but its so hard not to call you or see you. Me and Mike argued a little while back, and I was so upset and crying...and I looked for your number in my phone to call you...and then I broke down even more because I its like I forgot you are no longer here. So I was sooooo upset that night. Its like nothing was going good that day. Sometimes I feel so weak and alone and I just need you back mommy. I would do anything in the world if somehow God would bring you back into mine, Cheryl's and Jess's lives. We're making it through ok mommy, but its still so hard. I need to go visit you. I haven't been there in a while, and I'm sorry. But I know you understand. You always do. Ok...I'm gonna go now so that I can stop crying! I love you mommy!

debby lit a candle on 14th August, 2008:

Hi Ate Jeannette! I got a message from you the other day when I found 2 of your business cards as I was going through one of my mom's purses. I know you were telling me that you are with my mom in heaven and that everything was going to be okay. I felt you telling me that in my heart. I will keep in touch with your beautiful daughters here on earth just like you are talking to my mommy in heaven. Everyone misses you very much. Love, Debby

ROBIN BARRERA lit a candle on 14th August, 2008:

I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS,TODAY MY DAUGHTER TASHA WOULD HAVE BEEN 25,THE PAIN IS SO FRESH AND I HOPE IN SOME WAY I CAN GIVE YOU A LITTLE COMFORT I FEEL YOUR PAIN

Ekat (Your 2nd daughter) lit a candle on 8th August, 2008:

I am getting ready to pack up the family and take a weekend trip to Houston to visit Tita Maribel~ I ask that you watch over us mom and keep us safe on the road. I love so much and miss you. Each day that goes by since you joined Our Father I feel more and more blessed and graced by God that he made you my mother.

My prayer for you and dad.
Dear Mom,
O God, Who hast commanded us to honour our father and our mother, in Thy mercy have pity on the souls of my mother and my father, forgive them their sins and make me see them again in the everlasting light of heaven, through Our Lord Christ, Thy Son, Who lives and reigns with Thee in the unity of the Holy Ghost, God world without end.

Amen
Mahal mommy

Carissa Granizo lit a candle on 31st July, 2008:

Mommy! When will this hurt go away? It seems never ending! I know you're always with us, Jasmine always tell us when she sees you....its kinda scary though! Hehe! You sure did love scaring us! But I think of you every single day! Every little thing reminds me of you. EVERY song that comes on at work...I can hear YOU singing it. You sung all the songs in the book! You're voice was beautiful...but I guess now you have to sing to God until we make it up there to hear you sing again. I love you mommy! Forever and Always...

Priscilla Perez-Burleson lit a candle on 28th July, 2008:

Ms. Jeanette-
In my eyes, knowing you, you were a very happy person, who loved life..no matter how hard it "really" was for you.
YOU NEVER LET IT SHOW!!!!... The last time i had the pleasure of seeing you at FLIPSIDE, YOu LOOKED YOUNGER and MORE BEAUTIFUL than I ever seen you.
I SAW THE LOVE and JOY in your eyes.
YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL.. and will continue to be an ANGEL to your girls.
It's never easy to say good bye to the ones we love, but it is this LIFE... and we will all be together in the after LIFE.
our souls will always be connected in memories and Prayer. YOU are VERY LOVED BY MANY!... I have no doubt you are with the LORD!.. and watching over your family!!!... MAY GOD BLESS YOU and EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU!... PEACE be with you FOREVER!!!! ....

Veya S. Valdez lit a candle on 23rd July, 2008:

I had the pleasure of meeting this lovely lady through Cheryl, 5 years ago at the office me we first worked in at Arlington. Very polite and with a great smile she introduced herself to me, and I just remember telling my self "Wow, she is so beautiful & so young." I would tell Cheryl that they looked more like sisters than anything. The very vivid memory I have of Jeanette is when Cheryl and her mom celebrated their birthday and their theme was "GOLD & SILVER. That night Jeanette was dancing like a teenager, and just Getting Down!
I was so amazed at how she moved, and how she was the life of the party! She seemed like such a great person and I wish I would have gotten the opportunity to sit down an get to know her better. I have heard so many wonderful things from Cheryl and I know her through Cheryl. I know she will always be alive through her daughters and grandchildren. Her legacy and life will live on forever in the hearts and thoughts of all the people who love her.

Cheryl lit a candle on 22nd July, 2008:

I am missing you so much today Mom.. I cannot believe that tommorrow will be one month since you've gone... I just wish that I could hug, kiss you and tell you that I love you soooooo much... Give my babies hugs and kisses for me Mom.. I love you always...

Julio E. Granizo lit a candle on 22nd July, 2008:

Jeanette, you were my first love and I
will always remember every moment we spent together. I cherish so many lovely
memories we encountered throughout those
years. You gave me a wonderful daughter
and 2 beautiful stepdaughters. I see a
little something of you in them each and
every day. The smiles,the sadness, the
strength and courage to carry on. Rest
in peace now, and we will meet in heaven
one day. Love always- Julio

Jordan Adolph lit a candle on 21st July, 2008:

Hi Jeanette,
You are truly missed. You were an amazing woman, words cant seem to describe what you meant to each and every person you had met in your life time. You touched so many people, if it were just a simple smile or the wonderful advice people would seek to ask you for. I know when you left this world you made an impact. People are going to remember your name and all the precious gifts you left behind. You were such a joyous beautiful innocent lady that i truly admired. But even though your gone you left your wonderful family to carry your memories. You left behind 3 beautiful daughters who i know will make you proud. Ill do my best to take care of them. Ill try to always be there for Carissa when she needs me. I love you Jeanette. Enjoy your walk with God! I look forward to seeing you in Heaven one day. MUAH

Emily Hays lit a candle on 19th July, 2008:

Lola i i just wanted to say that i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much you were the world to me i love you soo much no one could ever have a lola as grest as you!!! you always kept a smile on my face you are the kind of Lola i've always wanted i guess i got what i wanted your always right by my side i will miss you forever!! i will talk to you EVERYDAY i promise and i know you might not respond on here but i can here youu lola everyday and night you talk to me i will aways love you no matter what i miss you Lola and always will!!!!!!!!!!i love you sooooooo much!

meagan hays lit a candle on 18th July, 2008:

lola i miss you so much and hoping that you are doing well in heaven you were always there for me and were like a grandma to me you were always there for me. i love you and miss you so much.

Krystal Mick lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Hi Jeanette!
There are so many thoughts that run through me when I think about you. Your love that you gave everyone was as big as your heart. You always knew how to make someone smile and laugh. I truly believe you were an angel in disguise.
You are so beautiful and when I look at your 3 daughters I see so much of that beauty in them. We all miss you so much but I believe you are up in heaven watching over us, guiding all of us through these hard times.
I want to thank you for always treating me like a daughter. You will forever remain that crazy, funny, beautiful Jeanette that I grew up around.I always loved you and I always will.
Until we see each other again,
Love always and forever,
Krystal Mick

Carissa Granizo lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Mommy! I miss you soooo much. I thank you for all you have done, and taught me throughout my life. You always encouraged me, and pushed me to be the best I could. You never judged or got mad at any decisions I made...you only advised me. You were so understanding and I knew I could tell you anything. I hope that one day I will be a great mother, just like you were to me, Cheryl, and Jess. I know you are in a better place, with no worries, and I'm happy that you are in peace, but I'm hurting mommy. You know I hated when you were always traveling...I need you. You were, and still are, my strength. You were always there to take care of me when I was sick. I need you, I need your love, your comfort, your courage...I need you to be there for my college graduation, for my wedding, and for the birth of my children. I cannot wait until God calls my name so that I can be with you again. I know you would not have left us if you didn't think we'd be ok. We'll be ok mommy. It won't be easy, but we'll be ok, we'll make you proud. I promise! I love you always and forever....Love your baby girl..Cariray.

Ginger Manett lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Jeanette,
I didn't know you very well but you were always kind to me everytime I saw you. I thank you for that, until we meet again.

Angelie lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Ate Jeannette... ang naalala ko sa iyo ang magdamagan na kantahan natin sa bahay niyo. Magsisimula sa sayawan hanggang magsara ang club tapos pupunta kami sa inyo at doon kakanta hanggang alas-7 ng umaga... ma mi-miss kita, patuloy ang iyong alala sa aking puso at sa iyong mga anak, kapamilya at mga kaibigan... napakabait mo at naalala ko na kapag kausap kita parang ako ang pinaka especial na taong kausap mo, pero ganyan ka lang talaga sa lahat. Pagdasal mo kami rito and patuloy mo kaming gabayan... nagmamahal ~Angie :)

Leyla Flores-Sanchez lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Jeanette, you are so greatly missed by many, rest in peace with our Lord and Savior. We will all see each other again. Your friend Leyla

Kim Hays lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Jeanette,
You had the most beautiful smile in the whole world. You lit up a room everytime you entered one. I will always remember you and miss you. You have inspired me to be a better mommy and a better person. Thank You for letting me be a part of your wonderful life.

Jessica Suamsoong lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Mommy you are the Queen of My Heart! You have left a legacy of grace, strength, respect, faith, honesty, boldness, beauty, and most of all love! You helped when you thought you had nothing to give but your wise and loving words, even those not so loving words helped every person you touched become a stronger person. You are my hero and my strength and will live on forever in my soul and spirit. May God hold you close in his arms as you live in eternal paradise with Papa Candi, Dad, Mac Mac,Gizmo, your grandbabies and all of heavens angels. I will never get over losing you but will learn to live without your physical body - you are my strength and I love you so much it hurts but I am happy you are finally getting the rest and care you so truly have deserved. Please continue to send down your guidance and wisdom to your girls and grandchildren until we meet you in heaven, our final home. Mahal forever mommy. Your middle daughter, Jessica Ann.